OKAY SO.

four tests over.
one to go.
in parenting.
which is like, easy as fuck.
'WHERE DOES THE BABY COME OUT WHEN ITS BORN?'
...
your vagina.
yeah.
questions like that. XD pretty obvious, except when your parents are like super prude and never told you anything about sex.
except that like, a damn bird dropped you through the chimney.
XD
hmh. very creative parents, way to go.
thats the reason why your kid will get knocked up at 15 because they have no knowledge how to protect themselves, like CONDOMS.


im sitting here, listening to s.g. singing some barbie thing on disneychannel.
why, oh why does everybody on disney have to start singing?
WHY? they've already succeeded in acting.. or so they think.
why make my ears bleed with their damn screeching?
jesus people.
and theyre like music videos for the good ol' disney movies. cinderella, sleepin beauty etc.
goddammit.
leave the singing to professionals.
-bleeds from ears-
OKAY.
its over. all good now.
people are probably like 'GOD YOURE SUCH A BITCH'
well. its not like you've never ranted about people who annoy the fuck outta you.
hypocrite.
x]
OHHH
DENISE IS SO EVIL.
blabs.
whatevs.
:D
hahah.
im just totally annoyed with those retarded tests.
i passed spanish, have a feeling i failed math and think maybe got a C in world history. damn.
oh well. screw them, this weekend will be 4 fuckin days loing !! HELL YES BITCH :D

i have a.

headache.
and i want to throw up.
bleh.

the duchess.

So, i saw the movie 'The Duchess' yesterday.
With Keira Knightly, Ralph FIennes, etc.
And, okay, first, i didnt want to see the movie.
Purely because i could not STAND Keira Knightly,
i thought she was annoying and her face annoyed me,
plus her acting skills didnt convince me(i'm sorry if this sounds mean)
So, i really did not want to see it. But then, my friend made me see it.
Which im glad she did.
This movie is so dramatic.
I mean, it really is. Not in a negative way, but in a positive way.
The costumes, and sets were absolutely beautiful.
The plot line was AMAZING. The plot was interesting and didnt bore me.
at all. And all the difficulties G had, you just felt with her. When her husband despised her because she couldnt bare a boy, or when he raped her and stuff.
Keira Knightly was... absolutely amazing.
She really surprised me, in a good way. I think she was AMAZING. She completely sucked you into the world of G. She really did an amazing job, and now my opinion on her changed.
The ending of this movie isnt a sad or bad ending.
But it isn't a happy one either. Since G couldn't stay with whom she really loved.
But she was still able to see her children and Eliza (you'll know who i am talking about when you see the movie ;D)

so overall.
this movie was great and absolutely worth seeing.
:D

oh. and when i was watching it, i was just wishing to be in that movie, wearing those amazing costumes and everything. And the great emotion. and ahh..
:3

oh delicious salad.

oh delicious salad.
with your green, crispy leaves.
and your fishy tuna.
and your green olive balls (XD pervs..)

arent you just super yummy?
pft.
im a retard.
so.
for a snack today i was like 'HM LETS GET SOMETHING HEALTHY.'
so i made myself a salad with tuna, olives and ranch.
and i was like 'HEALTHY'
and then...
i grabbed a coke XD
way to fuckin ruin it denise D:<

salad is pissed now,
im sorry salad.
i still lurve you <3
and i'll lurve you more when youre in my tummy.
harhar.
-chews-


haha im sorry.
everybody whos reading this is probably like
'WAT THA FUCK BRAH?'
yes.
its brah.
not breh.
as megan explained to me..
since shes so super gangster.
straight up G megan.
rofl.

IMMA GO NOW.
but before
a poic
of delicious... salad--->
enjoy(and try not to eat it D:<)

i finished 13 reasons why.

So, finally, i finished 13 reasons why. And I like it now.
I guess, now i can fully understand what Hannah went through.
Since she explained every detail.
This book is certainly interesting, and well written,
but it also gives you a lot to think about. About the way
you treat people and how it can affect them.
In a postive or.. negative way.
Dont treat suicidal thoughts easily. Dont just
go off thinking your friend is bluffing when they talk
about suicide. Because you walking away might be the
push they needed to finally make the decision
to die.

Every single one of those asshole's who left Hannah,
used her and abused her got what they deserved.
They have to walk with blood on their hands.
for the rest of their life's

i know. its just a book. But i can imagent that something
can and probably has happened in real life.

now.
i wanna go out and buy more books.
Heres a list of books i want to read:

- Such a pretty girl by Laura Wiess
-Crank by Ellen Hopkins
-A New Dawn by Ellen Hopkins
-Uglies by Scott Westerfeld

Those are the ones i want to read so far.
But i might add some later..
when i can think of the rest of them x]

page 55.

i went to borders today and got thirteen reasons why.
And as off right now i cant seem to understand
why Hannah took her life.
I've read two of her reasons now.
When she talks over her tapes she seems bitter.
I guess i can understand that though.
In her first reason she talks about this guy Justin with whom she had her first kiss.
And then those rumors got send around school that the night they kissed they had sex or something.
And she was presented like a slut.
And then in the second reason she talks about Alex who made a list about 'best 9th grade ass' and Hannah was the winner. It didnt bother her too much until she went to a store to buy candy and a guy from her school grabbed her ass.
I mean.
Both of those things were pretty mean of those guys.
But she seems like such a strong girl, I dont understand.
I guess i have to read more to fully understand why she eventually didnt want to live anymore.
Why she took that handful of pills and commited suicide.

hm...
i dont know if i like the book so far.
its just so.
i dont know.

So i decided.

To do one blog each day on here.
because it makes me happy.
and. i have nothing better to do x]
at least not today.
except studying for math...
FUCK GEOMETRY D:
i'll never use that shit again in my life.




amen.


now. lets see, imma just talk about my day real quick becauseee. thats, yeah. what i feel like doing.
First block, gym.
How i hate this class. 7:45 in the morning going outside to run three laps on the track.
7:45 A FUCKIN M.

anybody know how cold it is that early in the morning?
lemme tell you.
Frost bite was knockin on my door.
afterwards, my arms were numb.
to the point when i hit myself real hard on the arm it felt like a thousand needles were poking my skin. Not fun.
But i lived through that period.
... but i accidently tripped over my friend.. yeah.
sorry callie.

Then. Math.
'if a pole is 34 cm and its shadow is 22 cm, while the other pole is 5 cm, how long is the other poles shadow?'
HOW THE FUCK WILL THIS HELP ME IN LIFE??
nobody is gonna come up to me and be like 'hey girlfrien, can you like calculate the length of that pole's shadow real quick?' i doubt it D:<
and then she took the worksheets that we graded. i fail so bad XD

then.
world history.
well thank god i think i got a 100 on my quiz.
that shit was pretty damn easy.
Then my teacher started to talk about how a guy got shot in his head and his head
in about two seconds got big and then exploded...
good ol' mr.b.

then, parenting.
shit. XD i sit beside the funniest girl, shes hilarious
so that class isnt half as bad. But we started talking about
we'll get our sons circumsized.
yahhh.
interesting XD THEN, THANK GOD. early dismissal.
1:15, see ya bitches!
then off to the dentist and i gotz a book.
now im sittin here.
still wanting that damn twilight movie guide D:
well, fuck.
my friend would say 'denise youre so impulsive. wait until the price goes down'
rooarrrr.
-_-
well.
imma go now.
cuz my hands are gettin collddzzz.

over and out.

Ladies and Gentlemen, Spunk Ransom.

did anybody else just totally haven an orgasm right now?
i sure as hell did.


shit son.
When twilight comes out i will probably die right there in the theater because this man is sex on two legs.
sexin' up the world with his fucking good looks.
this guy can pull of anything.
ANYTHING
(and hopefully someday, my pants. HAHA XDD jaykay)


somebody please tell me how you cannot find this man attracktive?
please, tell me.
because i sure as hell dont know.


i lurve you spunky ransom.

-sighs-

okay im done now.

-cough-
wait.

ROBERT PATTINSON AKA SPUNK RANSOM IS PRETTY MUCH THE SHIT.

alright.

im done.

over and out.

thirteen reasons why.

so, my brothers English Class got a visit from an author. Jay Asher to be exact, and he talked to them about his book called: Thirteen Reasons Why.

Thirteen Reasons why is about this boy named Clay Jenkins. One day he comes home and sees a box lying on his porch infront of his door. He's excited to get a package and goes inside his room to see whats inside. When he opens it he finds 13 cassette tapes recorded by Hannah Bakerahis.
The thing is, Hannah commited suicide about two weeks ago. She was Clay's classmate and crush apparently.
In the tape Hannah explains that there are thirteen reasons why she took her life. Clay is one of them. On each tape she takes him around the town explaining to him every single reason why.

I want to read this book so badly.
I dont know why.
I like books like that.
Books I can relate to. (No i am not planning on commiting suicide, but of course i've thought about it. But lets be honest, who hasnt?)
I want to see why Hannah decided she wanted to die, why Clay was one of the reasons she eventually did.
And how Clay dealt with it afterwards.



what would you do if you found out that your classmate commited suicide because of you?
would you go into your bathroom, find the next knife and slit your wrists because, in your mind, thats the only thing that would seem fair?
or would you just go on with your life, always, in the back of your mind having this little voice telling you 'its all your fault.'


what would i do?
i dont know.

I'd give up forever to touch you.

And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight Chorus And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your alive Chorus And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am and I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am

Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls.

you know, how sometimes you have these songs that you can listen to over and over again and you never get tired and you.... i dont know.
they're not like your favorite songs, but you always have to listen to it/them.
I listen to this song at least once a day.
When i walk to school, mostly.
It makes me think about my life and what might happen in the future.
and how life hurts so much sometimes.
but can also be the greatest thing in the world.

And i dont want the world to see me, because i dont think that they'd understand.

alright so.
i have no idea what to do.
but this is gonna be fun i think
;]


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