Christmas is upon us.

Its been about 11 months since i last wrote on my blog.
I like the font this writes in...
I might blog regularly again. Or at least not once every 11 months.

Nothing has really happend in these past 11 months.
I now take singing lessons, i am going to see wicked next year and musicals fascinate me.
High School is pretty average. Not as bad as it was freshmen year. thank god. I pretty much still have the friends i had last year, even if the connections aren't as strong anymore.

Today is christmas eve.
Thats what the americans say.
For me its Heiligabend. ANd im getting ma presents in 2 hours baby :D
let the jealousy ensue.
I am getting a lot of makeup. I am becoming more and more interested in makeup. i like how there are so many colors and that you can transform yourself completely with it. Become a different person for a while...same as acting...
Oh well.
i love christmas.
i love the lights
i love the pine tree smell
i love the candles
and
i love the food :3


so.
i am going to end this since this is more rambeling than blogging.
Nobody reads this anymore. Thats okay though.

Merry Christmas everybody.
Frohe Weihnachten.

oh boy.

yesterday.
i saw.
RENT.

and it was FUCKING AMAZING.
i.
oh my god. every one of the cast was amazing.
their voices were unbelivably INCREDIBLE. YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
and the stage.
all they basically worked with were 4 chairs and two tables. which
was amazing.
i mean. wow. i am completely stunned.
i loved every single minute of it.
annnnddd anthony rapp and adam pascal from the ORIGINAL BROADWAY CAST AND MOVIE.
were there. oh my goooddd.
you have no idea how fucking amazing it was.
and later on, we actually got to meet hte cast.
WE GOT TO MEET THE CAST.
mr.opela (my drama teacher) is friends with adam pascal's wife, and so she arranged that we got to meet them.
we were going down to the stage, and i was sitting in the 3rd row (1st and 2nd were free so we wouldnt like jump on the cast prolly. haha)
and then.
they came.
I WAS SHACKING I WAS SO EXCITED.
AND I COULDNT EVEN LOOK THEM IN THE EYE AT FIRST.
me and my friend were like 'SHOOT ME IN THE FACE LIKE RIGHT NOW PLEASE. THIS IS INSANE.'
they were all so nice and funny and down to earth and INCREDIBLE.
we got to ask them questions and they told us about their auditions and what to be like at an auditiopn and how they get into character and what its like to be in this show for so long (for anthony and adam) and if theyre sad that after this tour the show will be closed.
and.
i was.
amazing.
i was in fucking AWE.


and.
i got a tshirt.
and.
it was amazing.
and.

mr.opela got to hug adam and shake his hand adn the girls were like 'OPELA, CAN I HUG YOU AND SHAKE YOUR HAND?"
it was hilarious XD


and amazing.

:D
AHHHHH.
TOTALLY WORTH IT.

germany

was absolutely incredible. i had an amazing time and it was great to finally see my whole family again. and being there over the holidays made it even better. I was mostly with my aunt, my two cousins and my uncle. whcih probably sounds lame but my aunt is more like a friend than a aunt, shes absolutely crazy and i love her for that. and my cousins are adorable, though ole is a little devil sometimes. and my uncle is just....my uncle. random as he is. hhaha.

remember, how i said that i wanted to see this musical 'dance of the vampires' and i called my aunt and ask her if she could take me and she said how the tickets were sold out?

well.
turns out she was lying back then.

so the best christmas present i got was a ticket to dance of the vampires..
on christmas eve (24th in germany)
after i came form kerstin and dirk i went into my 'great aunt's' livingroom and there were my aunt Heiki, my godmother Sonni her husband Sven, my uncle Jens, Ole, and my parents.
so Heiki decides to give me her present. Me, expecting money and a book, open the envelope and i was like 'great. money.' and there it was a ticket for dance of the vampires.
i almost fell of my chair.
i was like 'WHAT THE HELL?' and was jumping up and down.

my mom told me that the day i told her i wanted to watch dance of the vampires with my aunt she immediantly called her and Heiki looked for tickets.
But they decided to tell me the tickets were sold out, as a surprised.
So when i called Heiki the nxt day she lied, though as she told me, it broke her heart to here my dissappointed voice,
and i mean i was fucking SAD. i almost CRIED. haha.
no joke.



but anyway.
THE MUSICAL WAS AMAZING.
WE HAD AMAZING SEATS.
AND GRAF KROLOCK WALKED RIGHT BY US.
if i sat on the end of the aisle i wouldvev grabbed his ass, cuz that man is HOT.
i had to retain myself to not jump over my uncle and run over to krolock.
but that would've been hard since my uncle is like 6'2.
anyway.
it was incrdible, because the actors ran through the audience and stuff.
and they could sing.
jesus.
:333

I LOVED IT. so much.



and it snowed in germany.
abd it was so cold
-shivers-
but thats ok :]


im glad i can go back in 6th months.