page 55.

i went to borders today and got thirteen reasons why.
And as off right now i cant seem to understand
why Hannah took her life.
I've read two of her reasons now.
When she talks over her tapes she seems bitter.
I guess i can understand that though.
In her first reason she talks about this guy Justin with whom she had her first kiss.
And then those rumors got send around school that the night they kissed they had sex or something.
And she was presented like a slut.
And then in the second reason she talks about Alex who made a list about 'best 9th grade ass' and Hannah was the winner. It didnt bother her too much until she went to a store to buy candy and a guy from her school grabbed her ass.
I mean.
Both of those things were pretty mean of those guys.
But she seems like such a strong girl, I dont understand.
I guess i have to read more to fully understand why she eventually didnt want to live anymore.
Why she took that handful of pills and commited suicide.

hm...
i dont know if i like the book so far.
its just so.
i dont know.