meow.

wheee
its friday :3
joy over the world.
except i have to do some stupid line design over the weekend.
blech.
screw projects. haha.
and i finally got my copy of twilight back, yay.
:3
i wanted to read it so bad ;-;
and now i can. whoot.
i'll probably take it with me to germany too.
heh.

yesterday my brother told me i should go to a psychiatrist x]
because i have some serious anxiety when im alone at home.
cold sweat, shivering, imagening shit, tired.
small panich attacks and stuff like that.
i think its called Generalized anxiety disorder. I haven't been diagnosed with it, but i did some research.
he was like 'thats anxiety, maybe you should see a psychiatrist, seriously. that stuff can get really bad of not treated. i learned that in psychiatry last year.'
or some class.
hmmm.
might not be such a bad idea.
i mean, it annoys me ALOT always being so terrified when im alone at home.
i always lock myself in my room, and hardly leave my room, i prolly wouldnt leave it at all if i didnt have to go to the bathroom once or twice.
oh well.
i'll see.



i'm excited for germany :3
yay.
i can see my familia.
makes me happy.
and christmas.
christmas in germany is AMAZING :D
i LOVE it.
all the food, and the drinks and the christmas shops and stuff
>.<
its wicked awesome.


awww.
now i have a hiccups
;-;.
sad.
rofl XD